Today

Today we buried my father. I am so, so sad. I am grateful for the love and support from others, and even knowing we all share the loss. It still doesnt touch the pain. People say it will get better. I know it will. I never thought losing my parent while I was an adult would be this difficult, but it is. I saw my dad daily. I am lucky though. And selfish that I wanted more time with him. It was so unexpected. This last week was the longest I have gone without seeing him in a long, long time. I am so sad.